Day 3: Favorite Quote

"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that."
My favorite quote is by the one & only Robin Williams. He was my favorite actor. I wish that I could've met him. Told him that even though I hate my middle name I love that his daughter has the same one. Told him that Aladdin is my favorite Disney movie & that Patch Adams makes me cry everytime.
This quote is my favorite because I suffer from depression. It's not something many people know about me because it isn't what I wamt to be defined by. It originally started at age 15 after the death of my grandpa. I was in a really bad place in my life & attempted to take my life. Sometimes it will strike me out of the blue & I go into this dark place where I think I dont matter. That no one cares about me & that no one notices when I'm gone let alone when I'm there. What is so difficult for people to understand when I tell them whats wrong with me is that I'm always happy. I've been called happy go lucky more times than I can count. I do believe the reason for that lies in the Robin Williams quote. I dont want anyone to feel the same way I do so I try to make everyone happy. There's another Robin Williams quote that I like about the clown Pagliacci & to me it seems that he was trying to let people know that he was depressed but no one caught on.

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